Camp!! ^__^

Maybe it's me, maybe it's because it's summer, but I am too lazy that it annoys me. Well at least I still get some things done, but I want more things to happen. I want to be better. Better in writing, painting, webdesign and yes, yes, even soccer. I can't believe it. I've been playing football for four years and I still don't think I'm good. Tomorrow, I'll force myself to wake up early and practice on my own. Then after that, I want to paint. I don't know what to paint but I think I have an idea. I'll deal with that writing thing too. Perhaps webdesign can wait that day, but if I still have time, why not? Goodness knows, I better continue that template I've made and I will stick to it, 'til the end. I won't have any sudden ideas of "why don't I change this template into something else, it doesn't look too good for me." Good or not, that junk will be published on this blog on the frist week of May.

I've always done this every year(i bet everyone does too), during the summer vacation. Before the first day of school, I make sure I improve myself. New school year, new section, new school materials, new me. It all fits. This year, being my last year in high school, I will be more disciplined, hard working, resonsible, organized and less clumsy. Well, it's about time.

I'm almost near college and that's a big thing for me, since it plays an important role and making my ambitions come true. And I'm serious of my dreams, loads of people fail to realize that and they don't even have faith in me. I don't blame them, my dreams are not really what you'd call "realistic" and I know that. I also know that it won't come easy on my part and lots of sacrifices on my part and I'm ready for it.

I just pray that this upcoming school year would be better than the last. 3rd year was horrible, but I don't want to think about that because next, next week is my youth camp! Good. I need to over-recharge on God's prescence. That dreadful school year almost burned my soul (not spirit) to death.