I got Flash!

I got Flash! I got Flash! I got Macromedia Flash! Whoopee! Woohoo! Yay!

One Awesome Day

Yesterday, I found out that sir Esteban, my PA (computer class) teacher from last year, wants me to join an international webdesigning competition. Wow. He says he's going to teach me how to use Macromedia Flash for that. But, I should first join the ACES club or the computer club. That means, I have to leave Art Club, but that's fine with me. Eversince I discovered templatechallenge.com, I have always wanted to learn Flash and now I can, plus I now have a good enough reason for my dad to by me that program even if he still doesn't like Flash. Wee!! I'm so happy! ^__^ I guess I have to use the computer more now because Sir also said that I have to practice hard coding and not always rely on Dreamweaver. I also need to research on lots of Flash tutorials; other contestants might be using Flash for years while I'm just starting to learn.

That's not all. When I went to the Writer's Clinic or the Newsletter Ministry at New Life, only me, kuya Jeremiah and ate Risa came. Ate Risa is our adviser and kuya Jay was already the leader of so many ministries so they made me the head! Wow, big time na agad ako! ^__________^

These blessings from God all came at the right time because that day was the deadline of the submission for the Poster Making Contest and just like every time I am joining such contests, I always feel insecure. But all of these has assured me that I am indeed talented and special in my own unique way so there is nothing for me to be worried about and besides, Christ is with me all the time so there is nothing for me to fear.

To ate Claudia: I was with Alrenz then when I talked to Sir Esteban and we both suggested you for that too, but he said you're already a 4th year so you would be graduating and the contest would still be at around May.

SOS

I currently filled in my calendar for July and boy was I shocked. I knew I was busy, but I had no idea I was that busy. Almost every box has something written on it and when I have a deadline, it is most likely placed at the tightest corner. Like today (Wednesday), I have a deadline for the article on the JG Newsletter at New Life and I haven't even started. Why? I only found out Saturday night. My Sunday is always fully booked because of church and other family stuffs. Monday to Tuesday, we have our Long Test. And now, I haven't started making my article. Heck, I even have no idea what to write about.

What's more is that I'm totally stressed. I really miss my 2nd year. Back then, though I also have lots of things going on with school, soccer, my websites, blogs and everything, I was still able to breath. Yes, even if I had to visit over 20 blogs per day. But now, I feel like I'm suffocating. I can't even surf the net as much as I used to. Then I still have to worry about my drawing for the poster making contest at art club. The deadline is on Friday and I feel like it sucks. I don't evfen know if I can finish it on Thursday since I have to pass it already the nest day and I'm not sure if I can continue it today. Maybe if I finish my article early.

Then on our last soccer training, ate Tesay talked about how busy senior life is and how she regretted taking her 3rd year life because back then, she was still able to breath. I just looked at her, horrified. You have got to be kidding me.

I'm so stressed. Usually, I can still handle no matter how much pressure my life is showering me, but now I'm not so sure.

I usually recharge my energy during Saturdays. School, homeworks and projects can punch me, kick me or slap me five days straight, but my Saturday is solely mine. That's why I always don't have homework during Monday morning because no matter what happens, I don't open my school books during the weekend. Then comes the Dasayawit and we have to practice every Saturday. Then last Saturday, after our Dasayawit, I had to go out. So now I missed three of my precious Saturdays and I'm already burning out.

High school is a merciless venom that poisons you slowly, but surely until you turn into super stressed, flesh-eating zombies.

Dasayawit

Today, we were supposed to have our Dasayawit practice up to 9 pm, but we only had it until 8. Whew! I believe our section could win in the Dasayawit, but I admit I still have some traces of doubt. But then, in my old section last year, even though we just crammed all the steps at the last minute, we still won 3rd place. So I guess, you could say there is still hope for us.

Btw, I found this awesome place at ATC! There's a shop that sells load of funky accesories, then there's another one with lots of cute hair accesories. I even found them selling some Emily Strange stuffs! Finally, it's hard to gain Emily Strange items in the Philippines, unless you're allowed to order online.

This can't be happening!!

I was so late for my Geometry exam that I was asked to take the Form B. Then yesterday during soccer training, one of my teammates told me it was already done! I failed my Geom exam! I'm 65! NOOO!! >_<
Is there such thing as Form C?